Needing to make a change…but struggling

I’m not doing bad right now, but I’m not doing as well as I could be.

I’ve been having a hell of a time getting my ass moving in the morning. It seems like whatever I try, I end up over sleeping, and I’m not liking it. I know how much better I feel when I get up and get moving. I know how much better I feel when I get an early start.

It’s frustrating, but it is what it is. I know that despite the fact work has slowed down a bit, I’ve still been pushing hard. I’ve been studying for my final exam. I’ve been working on the play for the theatre group. I know I’ve been meeting some of my goals, so I don’t have a lot to complain about. I’m still making good use of my time, just not the best use.

I don’t know how to make the changes I know I need to make, and make no mistake about it, I do need to make changes. My goal is still get my weight down, though I know at this point getting it down by the beginning of March is untenable, however, by the end of March is still within reach. I can be down to a healthy weight six months. I just need to do the work.

I can’t be content in the status quo. I need to make time to make these changes. I need to do it for my health and my sanity.

However, if I keep doing what I’m doing, nothing is going to change. So I need to figure out what I need to change to get the desired result.


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